lol wow its been a long time. definitely dont want to go through that message inbox thats for sure.

ive been extremely surprised by the feedback ive gotten for the stuff that i posted before..
i didnt think anyone would really like it or find it inspirational. so thank you

ive always been kind of scared to show people my writings. in addition to being surrounded by people who write incredibly well (way better than i ever could), i feel like i am kind of being an emo poser..because although my writing is usually dark, im generally a pretty happy person. im usually not angry at the world..i enjoy life, most of the time..and am not afraid to admit that i prefer mainstream pop culture to underground, alternative artsy things. im basically your average somewhat superficial jersey girl.

so i will try to find other old notebooks at home..i am so disorganized and basically just wrote on whatever empty sheets of paper i could find at home.